Pinjh!!!

Sorry, it seems like I've not been updating my case notes quite for a long time already...being busy since the start of induction courses until I've been posted to HTAA Kuantan about a month ago...a lot of things happened recently and I could not manage to share most of them with you for the time being....currently still adjusting to the new boring life as a houseman...damn!! I hate it so much!! If I were to know how it feels, I am sure I will not pursue my study in medicine...heheheh!!! Sounds like frustrated man...

Probably I will update my case notes within this month. Hopefully I can fully adapt to this new lifestyle as soon as possible. Gaji tak masuk2 lagik!!! Tiada motivasi untuk bekerja seperti hamba abdi...

H.O yeah!

Di suatu tengahari yang panas...

2 hari sebelum kene berambus dari hostel...aku memandu ke Selayang Mall bersama teman wanita untuk mengeluarkan duit dan berjalan-jalan melihat barang2 diskaun sebelum pegi makan tengahari dan menghantar dia ke sekolah

Dia: Janganla parking kat sini...nanti kene saman...kat sane kan banyak lagik...tengoklaa dulu

Aku: Ala..kejap jek..bukan lame pon...

Dia: Kalo dapat 'surat cinta' nanti baru padan muke!!
Aku: Taknye..dah selalu parking sini..ok jek!!

Lalu pergilah mereka berdua ke Selayang Mall berfoya-foya dan bergumbira. Tibe2 hati aku rase tak sedap sgt...dok teringat2 kat kete. Tengahari tuh bile dah puas, plan nak pegi makan kat dataran MPS...

Aku: Wah!! Kereta dah takde...hu!!
Dia: Huh?!! Biar btol...kene curi ke?

Aku: Uish..tempat open gile camni takkan kene curi kot

Dia: Mane laa tau kan...

Aku: Takla...nih sure kene tunda nih

Ya ampun!!! Baru jek terpikir camtuh...aku melihat sebuah trak tunda MPS sedang mengangkut sebuah kereta buatan Malaysia (bukan kereta aku)...nak kejar dah tak sempat nak tanye pasal kereta aku...aisehh!!! Kitorang pon pegi makan dulu kat foodcourt dlm Selayang Mall...aku tak minum jek sbb tak selera memikirkan kereta aku yg malang tuh...terbayang2 berape hengget laa duit aku melayang nanti...aii!! Abis makan..naik taxi pegi MPS

Aku: MPS bole ka?

Taxi: OK!!

Diam seketika...

Taxi: You punye kereta kene tow ke?

Eeh..mcm tau2 pulak uncle nih..

Aku: A'ah...biase berape kene bayar?

Taxi: RM300 laa...tapi bole buat rayuan dapat kurang RM50 jek!!

Cilakak!! abislaa duit aku...sia-sia jek nak enjoy duit JPA baru masuk

Taxi: Takpe saya tau itu tempat..saya dulu penah kene juga..ini org haa banyak #$%^!!

Aku: OOoo yeke?

"Duit duit...dimana kau duit?!! Surat chenta..."

Sampai kat pejabat tunda menunda MPS kat belakang stadium Selayang. Baru aku nampak kelibat kereta aku kat situ. Tengah panas pulak tuh...aduhai!! Aku pegi ke kaunter mintak slip saman and tanye kat mane nak buat rayuan...adoii kene pegi pejabat MPS pulak...dahlaa diorang tarik kete aku pastu suruh aku menapak pegi sane pulak buat rayuan ngan bayar bil..ntah pape!!kenape laa tak buat sume mende alah tuh satu tempat..senang sket!! Sambil tuh aku tgk kat area depan kaunter tuh ade 2 org cine tgh maki hamun officer kat situ...beselaa bile dah tak puas hati bile kete kene tarik...mcm2 alasan laa...aku malas nak jadik cam diorang sbb aku bukan reti sgt pon nak marah2 nih..lagipon tgh penat...

Tengah menapak pegi cari MPS ade brader moto nih stop. Rupenye officer yg kene maki hamun tadi...die tolong tumpangkan aku naik pegi ke pejabat MPS

Officer: Nak buat rayuan ke?

Aku: A'ah...

Officer: Naik lah...kene kat mane tadi?

Aku: Kat Selayang Mall...nak cucuk duit jap tadi...lepas tuh tgk kete dah hilang

Dengan selamba aku menipu...

Officer: Itulah...kitorang pon sebenarnye serba salah jugak tapi nak buat camne kalo diam jek nanti org kutuk tak buat keje laa makan rasuah laa...

Aku: Yelah...dah nak kene..nak buat camne

Officer: Em..baguslaa abg cakap camtuh...saya suka org berfikiran cam abg nih...bukan mcm cine tadi tuh...dah buat salah nak marah2..saya bukan bole tolong pon...pegilaa buat rayuan...

Aku: Biaselah tuh org tgh marah...mcm2laa die cakap

Sampai pejabat MPS time lunch hour. Naik tingkat 4 tapi takde org...tunggula kat sejam kat waiting area tuh...dah sampai pukul 2 pon 2 3 org jek yg masuk...besela keje2 pejabat nih...keluar awal masuk lambat...aii!! Nasib baik laa pegawai rayuan tuh masuk awal..aku dah kebas buntut dok lame2 nih...

Aku: Assalamualaikum puan! Saya nak buat rayuan untuk kereta saya yg kene tunda

Pegawai: Waalaikumussalam! Em..kene kat mane nih?

Aku: Kat Selayang Mall...saya nak keluar duit jek tadi pastuh tgk dah kene dah

Aku memulakan penipuan aku...yosh!!

Pegawai: Aduhai!! Kenape tak parking jek?!

Aku: Full laa puan...dah 2 3 kali saya round mmg full...tuh yg saya parking sekejap jek

Pegawai: Aii...lain kali parking laa kat Esso tuh kejap...

Aku: Ok...tapi kalo bole puan kurangkan bayaran sbb dlm wallet nih pon ade seratus jek..tu pon duit yg saya keluar tadi...saya student lagik...ptptn dah abis bile hujung2 semester nih

Dia dah nampak serba salah dah..dah simpati dgn muke welfare aku nih..ape lagik..penipuan diteruskan!!

Pegawai: Abis tuh camne saya nak tolong nih...paling rendah pon saya bole bagi seratus jek..cukup ke duit awak...cakap ade seratus jek

Aku: Em kalo boleh bawah seratus la..tapi kalo dah tak bole seratus pon ok jugak..saye ade lagi beberape hengget nak makan nih...

Pegawai: Okla...bagi saya student card awak...

Yosh!! Akhirnye berjaye aku mengurangkan saman sebanyak 66.6666%!!! Kire oklaa seratus tuh dari melayang RM 300...fuh!!! Lepas claim kereta aku...terus aku menghala ke one utama untuk makan sandwich sepanjang 6 inchi di Subway dan mengabiskan berpuluh puluh hengget membeli beberape buah buku di Popular ngan MPH

Tapi bile dipikirkan balik..aku tak menipu sgt pon sbb mmg btol aku keluarkan duit. Aku just putar belitkan cerita jek mcm politician. Salah dioranglaa tak tanye aku buat ape lepas kuar duit tuh...heheh!! Rugi laa time tuh bukan mase Tan Sri Khalid angkat sumpah jadik Menteri Besar Selangor...kalau tak sure dapat free mcm Nizar ngan Guan Eng buat kat Perak ngan Penang...hohoh!!

Apakah moral yg aku dapat dari kejadian ini? Ntahla..nanti bile dtg sekali lagi ke Selayang Mall aku akan parking tempat same jugak kot..tapi lepas office hour laa...hehhe!!

The Making of...Pro 3

"Di keheningan malam..."

"Termenung ku sendirian..."

"Tak lena mata dipejam..."

"Terdengar suara terngiang..."

Bosan dan tiada tujuan...itulah kata-kata yg menggambarkan kehidupan kami selepas exam...tak tahu nak buat ape dah..sebelum nih dah biase busy...nak pegi enjoy pon sume tempat dah layan...nak kuar ramai2 pon susah..ade nak pegi beli barang hantaran laa...ade yg pegi kursus kahwin laa...macam2 hal!!

Then teringat pulak mase sebelum exam dulu...kalo laa bole difilemkan keadaan kiorang yg macam zombie sure kelakar laa...tapi mmg dasyhat woo!!tension tuh mmg real gile...nak ambik SPM pon takde laa sampai sesengal camni..huhuh!!

The pictures below can tell you how much we've had suffered...berat mata memandang berat lagik bahu yg memikul...kepada Year 4..selamat laa korang..rasekan!!hahahha!!

Nih kalo balik umah nih lagik tak tau nak buat ape...menternak lemak jeklaa...boroikan perut...yosh!!

Last but not least...

Ehem..just finished the clinical exam in medical posting...what to expect...I've got the most hatred thing on earth you could ever seen...bullous phempigoid with lupus vulgaris!!! What the heck is that?tapi mmg salah sendiri pon tak reti nak differentiate bullous phempigoid ngan phempigus vulgaris...damn!! nasib laa second case bole jawab...moderately severe mitral regurgitation in congestive cardiac failure...fuhh!!!

Medicine posting...the last posting in year 5...which means there will be no more posting..3 weeks of study leave then has to face the most difficult, most unfair exam in my life...adoii!!!dahlaa nak masuk medic susah...nak jadik doktor pon susah...mak aii!!

3 weeks left...a lot to cover...surgery, obstetrics gynaecology, paediatrics, orthopaedics, psychiatry and medicine as well...aiyohh!!!wish me luck ok..because luck is

chow!~

Yada Yada

Yosh!! It's been a while since my last entry...terlalu busy dgn kerja seharian sehingga mood untuk blogging takde...si eddi pulak dah dok bising boring tgk gambar kepale aku..hahah!!!rambut makin kurang weii!!sowi2...i'll come with the latest news very soon...ewah!!

rite now doing orthopaedic posting2...laterlaa kite cite panajang apsal posting nih kalo ade sambutan...dgn pose lagik..dah berape terawikh aku burned...asal balik umah jek...tido..bangun sahur makan kurma 2 3 biji..tido balik...that's my unhealthy life...hidup obesity!!

lagik 6 bulan nak exam..serius mcm sial rase...asyik pikir bukan2...nak study banyak2 pon nothing much yg bole recall balik...tapi I'm still thinking about the remark from my prof saying that "20% of the efforts will determine the 80% of the outcome"...nice tak?!

papehal pon...studying medicine would be interesting if it is not for patient...yeah...that's very true...it is an old joke used to tell by the doctors...ah ha!!

later haa...nak pegi ward nih..tibe2 rase nak blogging sat...see ya!!

Adjustment Disorder with Disturbance of Conduct

Hello people...i've been so busy lately...been posted to various hospitals in Klang Valley during this psychiatry psoting...a lot of org gila were seen...until i finally realized that we are also become gila already...heh!!

Now sedang revision class dgn psychiatrist...discussing about depression...or discussing about our depression in a formal way....heh!!and as always I can't answer most of the easy questions...you know why...heh!!

3 days to go before the end of posting examination...nothing great about it...i think you know why I said that...can read my previous post...don't want to repeat it again and again...huah!!

Rite now, I don't feel like I'm in the final year...the way we behave, the way we think, the way we answer the questions...it's hard to determine which year we are now...hahahah!!maybe we're not ready yet to adjust to the final year environment...and expectation...aii!!

Don't know what to say...bola pon Malaysia kalah...aduhai!!

Got Psyched?!

Yosh!! 1st week in PSY posting in HTAR was quite loose…a bit different from what we’ve expected…after an ultra short holiday before entering the final year, this week can be called a ‘warm-up’ week…we just have one lecture and a seminar…with 2 days in the clinic seeing a few patients…the lecturers also were not very strict…perhaps to give some space for us to get started…

As always, the space given by them was used to enjoy and enjoy…regardless the remaining 8 months before the final year exam…we finally arrived to a decision to go to Klang Shaw centre point to watch Shrek the 3rd movie…and guess what there were 12 of us went there and really got into fits of laughter seeing Shrek and Donkey get retarded!!

That happened on Thursday in which the clinic was off since the doctors and lecturers were attending the conference somewhere in KL…and to complete the warm-up week we held a picnic somewhere in the jungle in Ulu Yam with chicken BBQ and kerang bakar...yum2!! But that was in Saturday…

Are we hallucinating? This is year 5 man!! Still got time to enjoy huh?

Yang Terpilih...

Oppss...i did it again!!

5 days more before we get our brain dead in the other end-of-posting examination [alih bahasa: peperiksaan kepaniteraan...heh!!]...don't want to mention it once again...just read my previous post entitled "Kabus Ribut" on may 7, 2007...gosh!!It is happening again!! Of course the other flers now will be in the library...downloading all the information needed into the temporary storage system called brain...they see books, they hear books, they talk books, they walk books and they sleep books...except my housemates who are inevitably loss their excitement and commitment towards any type of exams...yeah!!long live the fantastic four!!

I noticed that when I'm under an enormous amount of stress...my body will react in the way that it not supposed to be...it is not the book that I'm looking for...but..em..how should I tell ya? Ok, it's just the solution or an option that my infarcted brain came out to cope with this exam-induced stress...it is all about ROSSA!!

Sri Rossa Roslaina Handiyani is an extremely pretty Indonesian female artiste previously popular with the hits single like "Tegar" and "Pudar". Why I like so much?-her face looks like 30% of Datuk Siti Nurhaliza and 70% of Nora Danish...both of them are the Malaysian artists that I like...so I've choosed to get obsessed with Rossa since she has the characteristics from both of the artist...like 2 in 1 gitu...tak payah aku penat2 nak cari gambar2 cun untuk 2 org..heh!!

Don't get me wrong...I'm not using her to fulfill my lust...takla sampai nak bawak gambar masuk bilik air buat "main layang-layang"...hahah!!But she is really gorgeous....cantik bangat cewek ini mas!!

"Kau jadikan aku ini wanita yang kau pilih untuk jadi kekasihmu..."

Dah..cukupla!! bawak mengucap...pegi bace bukulaa gandi....lepas exam sambunglaa semula obsession ko tuh....hu!! Hidup Rossa

(pictures taken from www.asianfinest.com)

Life as a MS

"Welcome to the hell of medicine"

Hi!! My second post for the long lost forgotten blog...can't remember when I created it and why...and even don't know what it is for!! Anyway...just as an intro for those who read this and subsequent so-called 'luahan hati saya'...

It's just an intro for another 'series' of story...life as a MS is not as good as you'll imagine...quit sucks and boring...not so glamorous...a lot of things to be sacrificed and a lot of excitement has been missed!! Undergo monotonous, sedated,innocent life just like in hell...no campus life...no rest!! It's just thick, heavy medical books (tu pon kalo bace) and patients (kalo pegi buat ward work)..hahaha!!

So much for that...tak tau dah ape nak tulis...sebenarnye tgh blur baru balik dari paediatric hematology clinics...tak syok sgt sbb prof raja takde...kalo tak memang jadi zombie laa...but a lot of things can be learned...she showed us how easy we can fail so that we will learn how to pass...heh!! Chow!!

MS = mitral stenosis, multiple sclerosis, myosarcoma, montelukast sodium, etc. --> just choose one which do you think fits me